Help me!!!

I want to ask all of you my blogger friends even I don't know you,

how exactly to relate with new friends or maybe make lots of friends? perhaps some of you can give me a suggestion or comment in this entry.

Cause you know from entire my life I never get any friend who's solidarity to me, they were all just a back stabber. And in this junior high school, almost the same but they rarely spur me to talk but contrare they reside me alone.

I always feel lonely and just sometimes I had a lot of fun with them, if you know my character is kind a like silent, easily grived, easily sad, and expensive of smile (only when greet someone or when I want it) do you think there's must be something I must change?

please help me in this situation okay, and I promise I'll never be grived when reading your comments to me!